he went 2 a couple of my concerts it was looking like we would start dating but he disappeared b4 we had anything official or got serious Lookalikes have shown up in each others visions tho.
he went by aphelion b4 and hes completely dif he told me aphelion is dead tho after i approached and that he wants nothing to do with his past self obsly i didn't love that but there's nothing i can do about it either i was just gonna stay away after
well i dunno that im something so great as the exception maybe he's just considering me as a new person that moray has met i guess i don't know tbh i was a little surprised that we kept crossing paths i guess that he's usually the one who approaches sometimes i do to compare vision notes and recently for music stuff
pretty fucking frustrated at least at first who in their right mind wants someone to tell you the person they kinda liked is dead? especially when that someone is wearing their same face like a ghost that's why he's revenant i dunno tho am i still frustrated? sometimes or... actually he frustrates me all of the time that guy's always doing something to intentionally piss me off like it's his favorite thing to do in the world but i don't hate him i don't blame him for not being aphelion either he's fine to pass the time with i guess sometimes
oh sorry i probably am not all that helpful then even now i still don't really know what to think or feel like the person can't be blamed for forgetting but they're not the only one hurt by the amnesia that said, i think that i have moved on sometimes i get reminded of something like the smell of a cologne or shampoo that he used to use but that is beginning to become associated w/moray from the visions, moray seems a lot more similar to his double in them than aphelion did morays just super clueless and devoid of common sense tho if it helps your person prolly has more tact than moray who is it if u don't mind my asking
thanks and yea it's not like he's ttly forgotten everything? or maybe he has and is slowly remembering some stuff?? idgi he's never acted like he wants 2 b a diff person now but he's... rly good idk if he's not just doing that so i won't be upset? and i don't want him 2 push himself if it makes him feel guilty or bad gotta figure out how 2 b normal
prolly if ur showing consideration 4 him he notices i mean like he probs appreciates that ur trying hard u could always ask if there's something he's wanted 2 do lately like go eat off the special menu at the lounge i went the other day with someone and the food was good u gotta hold hands to order but once u get your food its good it would give the excuse to hold hands or something
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this mean sum1 showed up w/o?
hit me with it
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just been thinking about stuff
u knew moray before the amnesia right?
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i only knew him 4 maybe six months b4 he forgot tho
2 weeks b4 the cruise he suddenly stopped showing up @ the cafe
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it was looking like we would start dating
but he disappeared b4 we had anything official or got serious
Lookalikes have shown up in each others visions tho.
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oh no
i'm sorry
wait ur in each other's visions??
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apparently our lookalikes r in a deadly singing competition
pretty crazy stuff
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or u can ask moray about his visions i guess
y did u wanna know about moray from b4 he was moray
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i guess
2 know how/if he's changed much?
or just 2 hear how ur approaching it
from b4 n after
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and hes completely dif
he told me aphelion is dead tho after i approached
and that he wants nothing to do with his past self
obsly i didn't love that but there's nothing i can do about it either
i was just gonna stay away after
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he is always saying and doing weird things
and showing up randomly
and i think he likes pissing me off
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aphelion is dead n he wants nothing 2 do w/ his previous life
but ur the exception
🤔🤔🤔
is he the one who approaches
?
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i dunno that im something so great as the exception
maybe he's just considering me as a new person that moray has met
i guess i don't know
tbh i was a little surprised that we kept crossing paths
i guess that he's usually the one who approaches
sometimes i do to compare vision notes
and recently for music stuff
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about it all i mean
i know u said u hadn't known each other long
but still
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at least at first
who in their right mind wants someone to tell you the person they kinda liked is dead?
especially when that someone is wearing their same face like a ghost
that's why he's revenant
i dunno tho
am i still frustrated?
sometimes
or...
actually he frustrates me all of the time
that guy's always doing something to intentionally piss me off
like it's his favorite thing to do in the world
but i don't hate him
i don't blame him for not being aphelion either
he's fine to pass the time with
i guess
sometimes
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this is both way simpler and more complex than i expected
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actually
did moray ask u to talk 2 me?
or even more likely would be gem
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no???
i haven't told anyone i'm talking 2 u
wasn't planning on it either
i just
Yue is typing...
Yue is typing...
idk
i was hoping talkin 2 someone else who's gone thru the same would help
well not the same but
similar
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sorry
i probably am not all that helpful then
even now i still don't really know what to think or feel
like
the person can't be blamed for forgetting
but they're not the only one hurt by the amnesia
that said, i think that i have moved on
sometimes i get reminded of something
like the smell of a cologne or shampoo that he used to use
but that is beginning to become associated w/moray
from the visions, moray seems a lot more similar to his double in them than aphelion did
morays just super clueless and devoid of common sense tho
if it helps
your person prolly has more tact than moray
who is it if u don't mind my asking
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its nice to have some perspective
and idk anyone else whos had a similar experience here
[Yue is typing... keeps showing on the screen for a long moment]
its lea
forge
but don't tell anyone pls?
i'm also just
trying not 2 make it weird 4 him
but idt i'm doing a good job
💀
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i wont blab or anything
its not my business 2 tell others about
does lea know that you used to know each other?
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and yea
it's not like he's ttly forgotten everything?
or maybe he has and is slowly remembering some stuff??
idgi
he's never acted like he wants 2 b a diff person now
but he's... rly good
idk if he's not just doing that so i won't be upset?
and i don't want him 2 push himself if it makes him feel guilty or bad
gotta figure out how 2 b normal
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i mean like
he probs appreciates that ur trying hard
u could always ask if there's something he's wanted 2 do lately
like go eat off the special menu at the lounge
i went the other day with someone and the food was good
u gotta hold hands to order
but once u get your food its good
it would give the excuse to hold hands or something
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